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“I came to you a mess
Jc (via takemeback-)
You looked at me and demanded I tell you who did this to me
I took a deep breath
I could basically feel the disappointment when I whispered “myself”
I choked back the tears
I closed my eyes
And tears rolled down my cheeks
“Please don’t go ” I said as you got up
You took my hand, reassured me it’d all be okay
You held me each night, and kissed me goodbye each morning
Day and night, you worked on fixing my broken heart
You showed me I was beautiful, that I am worthy of someone
You showed me I’m worth every breath
showed me theres beauty in every mess”
I needed to hear this…..
One thing that will always bother me……. When people think they are going to be happy with their future job, that nice car or truck, the newest clothes, when their married when their divorced… The truth is we are always going to want something better or think the grass is greener on the other side.. It’s not. Happiness is a feeling. It is not a destination. It is something you can control every day of your life. Happiness can be stolen in a second but you can gain it back quicker then you lost it. It’s something you can work at 24/7 and you will reach it.
The situation I am in is hard, confusing and the most challenging thing I have had to try an deal with… In the end I know I will become stronger then I already am I will learn so much about myself and know what it is I want and don’t want in this life. It’s amazing how one person can change your life, the way you think, how you act, how you feel about yourself. In the end, things will change you for the better
it’s amazing what a little sentence, paragraph, quote, a whole book of things can do to you, and how crazy they can make you feel. I struggle so much with my outlook appearance, I struggle every day, I know my personality and the way I care so much about others happiness then my own is a good thing, at times…. But i just wish I had the outlook to complete it all. Perfect; there is no such thing….. But I’d like to be close to what they so call perfect.